Through the trees

Through these trees I can see a lot. As I was taking the picture I thought about how alive I felt…I felt comfort…love…and protected. I felt so very un-alone.

Before I get to side tracked… It was amongst this forest that I attempted a special grounding technique a friend shared with me. This technique was intended to ground /connect me with a tree. It chooses me type of grounding.

I was very excited to try this out and was even more excited by the surroundings I was in to do so…

I went through the steps. I was in a slight meadow… Surrounded by big strong beautiful pines. I sat by a particularly strong pine tree holding to connect. Felt a connection and proceeded with the steps. Went through the process of identifying myself…the tree… When I kept getting this image of a Aspen tree in my mind. I would dismiss it…and continue. This image continued to present itself to me…

I ended the grounding and was going to personally thank the tree that allowed me to connect with it (still thinking it was the big pine I sat by) when as I opened my eyes…doyou know what the first thing I saw was??? Right at eye level was a fresh new aspen sapling. Yes, you read correctly… Ha! An Aspen tree, fresh and new. Growing amongst all these tall and mighty trees…

In my connection with this little guy…I felt all the majesty and greatness of the tall and mighty pines around me.

I realized that it doesn’t matter what you appear to be on the outside it is your heart and drive on the inside that you take direction from…as well as project to others from.

It’s when we stop and look at our physical form that we sometimes mess ourselves up. We allow the reflection we see to direct us. When really ….if we just let ourselves be the you…the me…we see inside we would all win.

For this little Aspen, did not care that he was not as tall he was just as powerful and grand… On the inside. He believed. I was so touched and very grateful of this lesson I was blessed to receive, that I left him apiece of me for sharing with me what keep allowing myself to forget, for this lesson as often a times I keep repeating/learning was bigger than I even knew at that moment.

So…like me, learn from the little Aspen. Learn that it does not matter you shape or size or what others may tell you, it is all about what you believe. Be confident in who you are!

This is also good reminder…don’t over look your messag Just because they are not presenting themselves to you the way you have asked, or expect them to does not mean they are not there. You just may need to open your eyes a little wider or remove your preset limitation on their reveal.

Sweet dreams.

Black bird sings in the dead of night… Take these broken wings and learn to fly…

These lyrics keeps running through my mind over and over and over. I need to listen to this song to hear the meaning it holds for me.

This reminds me of one of the first times that I actually became aware of the message music holds for me. What do I mean by that?

Have you ever had a song or a line of a song play over and over in your head? I had three different songs replay over and over in my head. Actually it was a line from three different songs, and when I actually put the lines together they held a message for me…. That made perfect sense, to me. All I needed to do was stop…. And… Listen.

So remember to do the same… Stop..and listen. The message you may be ignoring may be the answer to the question you have been asking.

Not really sure why I have been away so long. I can tell I haven’t written in a while, without even looking at the dates. All I can tell you is that my head is so cluttered I can barely remember my name.

I am sure you all know feeling..
*Millions of words and thoughts floating around in your head, all bumping into each other.
* thoughts firing off faster than you can comprehend. You finish sentence with part of your last.
*you’ve seen it happen to other people and yet could never figure why it seemed so difficult for then to spit it all out. eventually

Basically my brain is constipated… What i need is a mental laxative.
Well… I am falling asleep as write. Should take that as a sign … A sign for tolerance an patience… Good night…

My other favorite pastime lately is tutu’s!!! Above Is a picture of a tutu from my “Sassy for your Assy” line (the adult line). The children’s line is called “Cutie for your Bootie”. This has been a wonderful pastime for … Continue reading


Back to this topic…
I wanted to share a grounding experience I had. I was going through my normal grounding process when I was getting ready to pull my energy through my chakras; however they looked strangely different.
Normal for me lately are swirls of color as the base and from there they can have images , items, dark swirls and even people in them. This time though they were each a different flower.
My base was a beautiful red poppy.
My sacral was a giant ether daisy.
My solar plexus was a yellow sun flower pointing up to the sky.
My heart was a violet, soft and strong
My throat was a hydrangea beautiful and blue.
My third eye was a strong lavender plant in full bloom
And my 7th was full of fields of Russian sage.

This experience was very beautiful for me, as well as fragrant and peaceful. I was very appreciative of the new outlook on each of my chakras.
However… Since this grounding I have been very… Heady? Dizzy and not feeling as focused. I need to look in to the possible reason for this.

I think it is important for me to look into the uses of each of the flower essences, I am actually starting to think that maybe they are what I need to reconnect to my body. As I think I am living outside my physical body a little roomy h lately.

Since then I have been pulling in a lot of earth energy. In doing that I realize that the boulders…rocks…mountains and minerals are what I am drawn to the most.

Once I look up the meanings to all those flowers I will report back and let you know my ah ha moment. I already know I will have one. 🙂

Ta ta for now

Perseverance or stupidity???

Have you ever just wondered why you keep trying something, even when you know you should just give up?

This is my quandary today. Actually it’s not just a today thing but for whatever reason today it has decided to resurface.

Let’s see, some examples… It is kind of like the rat that is in the maze…(the one that has no sense of smell) and keeps running into the same walls over and over again in search of that wonderful piece of cheese. We would all watch this rat/mouse and say come on dude! Give it up!!!

He knows he can’t smell, yet he keeps trying… Is he stupid or full of perseverance. When does one draw the line?

Ok… So much for the rat , let’s talk people.

When do we actually need to give up? When do we need to cut the cord…or should we cut the cords that bind us to people? Is it when we find ourself repeating the same actions with the same end results over…and over again.

I think the first step is to remove yourself from the equation… Look at the situation from a non-biased position.

There comes a time when you have to look out for yourself.

I think that some people in our lives don’t realize that they have control over their lives. Instead of taking hold of their life and the situations in it they decide that it is someone else’s fault. That they are stuck in a circle. Inside the circle is comfortable and yet scary. Outside the circle is unknown…scary and the fear of not knowing is big enough to keep them in the circle. Ha!!! Now I am talking in circles!

I am starting to feel better…. Remembering that we are the only one in control of our ultimate happiness. Sure, it can be tough, we can’t shake the unconscious conscious. They have to want to be awake. Until that time focus on only what you can control, yourself and your actions.

All we can do for the unconscious is repeatedly direct them to the options. Remind them that they have choices.

I had a discussion with someone one day, about how people are the way they are based on the environment they are in. I argue this point. And will till the end of time. Deep within all of us is drive, a will, to be and do whatever we dream. It is true…possible and everything you need to make it happen is available to you. You just have to look in all the right places. If at first you don’t succeed try try again. Try until you see the end of that rainbow, and when you find your pot of gold…help those that have not yet found theirs.

Don’t let others bring you down, most of the time their unconscious does it because they are jealous…I mean why wouldn’t they be, you found the pot of gold.