March madness


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Right now for me…when I thin of March Madness…I am not thinking about Basketball. I am thinking my life. Here it is only What…March 9th….and it feels as though the month has enveloped me. I am speeding forward….not enjoying the ride along the way. Look back and think, wow that’s where I have been? When was I there. Who did I pass. Family??? Where are they…there they are on the side waving as I rush by onto my next location.

I know this has to stop. I need to jump off every now and then and relax, enjoy, unwind….before I spin myself out of control.

In my class last night, I experienced the weirdest readings… There were only five of us and we did what are called round robin readings. We took turns having our chakras read. I felt like the musical clairvoyant last night! Every persons chakra that I read was presented to me as a musical montage! It was bizarre and very fitting at the same time. Now you would think that a song…one song would get stuck in your head and that is where it would end….nope… 5 people…up to 10 songs. Each was specific to that person and the chakra I was reading. It was fun… And enlightening. For me the message was I need to remember to enjoy myself…don’t get caught up In all the seriousness. Like I have been.

I am amazed every time I read someone, how information is presented to me. As well as how accurate it is. As other clairvoyants have posted and said, however….I am also frustrated with how Ill-equipped I feel in dealing/handling my own issues and short comings. I struggle with listening to my inner voice, knowing what I should be doing….and still doing something else. What makes me so stubborn?

I have decided that I am going to try and create my own website…and start doing distant readings… For a small fee at first. I have been doing them in class….and on the side for friends and people who are friends of friends that I do not know. Every time it seems that they have made an impact and have really hit home for the readee…. My confidence has started to grow, with each validation. Funny how….we doubt ourselves so much…or maybe it’s just me. I am so accepting and understanding of everyone else but…. Myself… I hold myself back from all the things I love to do. I love helping others… Love doing readings… So…wish me strength in accepting myself for who I am.

Now….I must put this away and go to work….my day job…and when I say day job….I mean all day job, lately.

Enjoy your personal march madness, I know I am going to try and learn from mine and move forward with all the madness.

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2 thoughts on “March madness

  1. Absolutely not!!! Thank you for your kind words. It is so frustrating at times forgetting that we need to believe, trust, and follow our hearts. Regardless of what others may say or how they may make us feel….we are not only capable…qualified….we lead with love and light. We speak the truth and have the highest of intentions. Thank you for the support.
    Have a wonderful weekend.

    ~Jackie

  2. So I’m not the only one going crazy lately? good to know…
    Do your website. Know that you are talented and fully capable. Why do we struggle with this so much? *sigh* I know how you feel. The greatest high for me is seeing the look on someone’s face when I hit it just right, and have put words to that thing they have been feeling, or have had in their peripheral for so long, but it’s my words brought it right out front and crystal clear. SUCH a reward.
    I know so many people that are in places of transition right now, and people like us that are in places of “static”. at least with the transition you know where it’s going…somewhere. The static for me is more frustrating. I know where you’re coming from, and you’ll get to where you are going…I needed to hear that too, thanks for the post – happy Friday!

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