A watchful eye..

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I have noticed for some time now that the trees in my yard keep an eye on me…
Signs are all around me…connections are everywhere. We just need to remember to not only see them…but be receptive to receiving the messages.

The last few days, I have been drawn to the following numbers…

Two days ago…I woke up at 11:11….then again at 1:11…then again at 3:33, needless to say I was tired. through out the last two days I have inevitably looked at the clock at 1;11 or 11:11…3:33…and 5:55. I figure it must mean something. My job is to figure out what…

I also had a reading in my Thursday class that has made me realize I need to learn receive.

This month, per the power path, is about commitment. What we are committed to, not necessarily commitment in the form of relationship. Back to my Thursday night class…we did readings in the class about where in our life we are receptive to commitment (we looked at the Chakras for this information) and where in our lives we are resistant. The reader that read me stated that my 7th and 3rd are where I am both receptive and resistant. The 7th Chakra is our crown chakra…our connection with spirit and the divine, the third is our solar plexus or power. She said that I am struggling with with trusting the information I receive…that I seem to be waiting for some big answer…to my question/s…that I need to accept that I can do what I do…and that I am who I am…embrace and trust. Trust was a big word…trust and be a receptacle…accept that I am on the right path. That I am getting information…and I need to allow the information to come…not resist it.

Then it was my turn to read. The information I received was really amazing. I know it was meant for me as much as her. The part I need to share is the picture and connection of the chakras. I saw all her chakras lined up…with a serpent/snake entwining them. It’s body wound itself up through each one….connecting them all with the head coming up out of the seventh. To me this picture meant living through all your chakras….aspiring to live a life through the seventh…that encompasses all the chakras. Creating the highest level of ascension. Example when we speak our truth through our fifth… Within this picture…you would not just speak through the fifth… But actually through the fifth via the seventh. The fifth acts as a filter with the seventh presenting the actual message. Hard to explain….but the thought, feeling, concept of this was beautiful.

For her I saw that to attain this level, her spirit had taken the rout to live a full life, living through one chakra at a time (meaning that chakra was the primary focus) for that life time. It was an interesting process she had chosen.

It was a really interesting class.

S always, thanks for reading. Any insight or comments are welcomed and appreciated, we are all in this together.

Namaste~

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Fifth chakra task…

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Life as we know it.

It easy to get lost. Even in a crowd. Alone but surrounded by people…silence in the midst of chaos… You speak, and nothing comes out. Your voice is drowned out by the chatter of those around you.

In trying to Learn to control my fifth chakra…I think I have allowed myself to drift away a little. To some extent I need to be aware of my voice, my message…but that is really it. I think that dwelling on it, lessens my ability to affectively communicate, which in turn only leads to personal frustration. I think the best message I have received in regards to communication lately is to always run my communication through my heart chakra… By intending love in my message I need not worry how it is received. By sending my message through my heart with love as the only motivator for being heard…or the best intention…..then my message is in the hands or ears of the receiver. It is now theirs to disseminate the information ….use it or ignore it.

Reminding me that I only can control the delivery of the message not the reaction or the actions that the information may illicit. Accepting that is very difficult for a control freak like myself. I can’t help feeling like I have failed if my message does not change someone’s mind, or if they don’t agree with me… Failed how you may be wondering…but what I mean is that I must not have done a very good job explaining myself… But the reality is…I could give the best explanation. Or sales job or information speech that there ever was…but…if the recipient is not ready to hear it, or willing to be open to the idea…it will fall on deaf ears. Sigh…this can be very frustrating. I on the other side of this discussion….like to be challenged…if you can convince me…lay some thing out and teach me something I did not know or fully understand…I will change my mind.

Something that I am going to try is imagining a rose quartz crystal in my fifth chakra…and intending all my words to travel through the crystal…infusing it with love and positivity…
In the more challenging times…someone suggested holding a bouquet of roses between me and the person I am speaking with…holding them with love… The trick is intending the message to come from my heart…not jealousy, anger, manipulation, or competition…if this is not possible… Rethink the importance of your message at that time.

So…back to being lost in a crowd…
Sometimes I shut myself off….and when I do this I find it difficult to engage…my boundaries get so tight….so much that I end up shutting myself off from everyone. Which can make me feel alone in a crowd…and slightly depressed. I have been talking with lots of people about ascension…and have been reading a lot about how we are all dealing with this. Bottom line is it is a crazy time right now… Everything is moving so fast, and the more open and sensitive you are to the shift…the more it seems to be effecting you. Especially physically…dizziness, stomach issues, headaches, disorientation, confusion and frustration… These are things I have personally noticed.

For me, my goal for the rest of the month…. Work on embracing my fifth chakra…no longer forcing it…or constricting it…to cause a back up…which ultimately leads to frustration…

I am also going to work on my boundaries…play around with different colors and intentions. So as to not isolate myself but still protect myself from everyone’s energies…this is the hardest task for me…as I am overly empathic, and seem to absorb the energy around me… I need to stop taking on what isn’t mine…and trying to fix what’s not mine to fix.

Blogging has been such a release for me… I think that blogging in connection with my fifth chakra exercise will really help me move forward through this next month…

Well… I think I have rambled enough for one night…. Thanks for listening.